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Have I told you all how much I love Kelly, lately? NO I HAVEN'T. 'Cause I haven't come online in like 3 days, 'cause I accidently threw my laptop in the sink and turned on the faucet so I had to get a new one. JUST DON'T ASK, OK? Long story, but I'm here now. :-P
So yeah, today (or yesterday, whatever) we went by the TRL studios or whatever. Just Benj and I. And Brit and Kelly. Me and Kelly had much fun in the green room. ::cough:: Alot of fun. Ahem, dont h8.
But yeah. I'm SO happy gahaha. Everyone is. It's sick. I feel like I'm in an episode of The Brady Bunch.../ the Osbournes, rotfl. How fucked up does that sound? It's fun, hah. Everything's perfect, yo. Billy and David are all happy from what I hear, Benj and Brit, Kelly and I are FANTASTIC... Paul? Wtf, I haven't talked to Paul since we left. :\ He needs to call me, ok. >:O ...and I've never seen Chris not happy, so he's cool excepthebettergetajournalfastorelsei'llkill. :)
Things were pretty hectic at first, tonight. Kelly was really emo about some shit having to do with Bert... which made me really emo as well 'cause 1) I hate seeing her upset, 2) It pisses me off that he has that sort of affect on her. I don't see him doing one good thing at ALL except for being in The Used. He's lucky they kick so much ass, or else I would have killed him a long time ago. :) I swear, I *really* don't care to see that guy live one more day... he's putting my girl through SO much shit. Do you know how hard it is seeing the person you love the most crying over absolute scum, and you really can't stop it? Yeah. It hurts, and it sucks.
I talked everything out with her... It hurt to see her all depressed and crap, but the least I could have done is let her talk about it, right? I mean, thats what I'm here for. So I held her and let her cry... I tried to comfort her. I sang her one of our favorite songs, anything. Everything.. ended up turning out well and in the end, we made love. I love her... so much. I don't know how I ever said I loved anyone else. NO ONE else compares to her, she's it. Love is so confusing... when you find the right person, you just KNOW you're in love. And it makes everyone else you thought you loved look small and like... not there. You know? Ok, that's confusing. I just... love her. And I'll never love anyone as much as I love her, I don't care what anyone says. We're going to be together forever. NOTHING can break us apart. Especially not a ignorant peice of shit like Bert.
This song is addicting. This 'Swing, Swing' song. It's sort of annoying, but I can't put on another song 'cause... this is what I wanna hear. Get it? No? TOO BAD. AND I SWEAR TO GOD, IF I SEE THIS AVRIL LAVIGNE GRAMMY COMMERCIAL ONE MORE TIME I'LL SHOOT THE TV. Sorry, it just gets annoying, I'm not h8ing.
AND OH YEAH. :( Kelly's starting her own tour soon, yo. Wtf I'm gonna do, I haven't figured out yet. I can't be away from her. And I'm not just saying that to be an annoying whiny bitch. It's not that i don't *want* too... I CAN'T. She keeps me going, seriously. Sometimes I don't wanna wake up and shit, but if I look over at her and see her smiling, I get an immediate boost of energy, and everything goes well.
Oh yeah. Don't h8 on my icon, she's hot. Don't front, either.
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