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I have a lot to say, I think. I don't know where to start and I don't even know if I wan't to say it all. Hm.
First off, Valentine's day ROCKED. This was by far the best Valentine's day I've ever had. Ever. I finally spent it with the right person. Kelly. It took 23 years of my life to find the perfect girl, but now that I have, I realize that it's all worth it. Everything is. If you've been cheated on, had meaning-less relationships... whatever the case may be, when you find the right person, you just know. And everything's tiny in comparison. It's all worth it.
Kelly and I had a nice breakfast in the morning, it was nice. Then she said she had to go out for a while, and that was perfect, 'cause I had things planned. While she was gone, I set up her room. A couple days ago I had ordered some roses, balloons, bears, chocolates, all that good stuff. Alot. I covered her room with all that good stuff... I did a good job, if I can say that ;) She was suprised. It was good. Thanks.
Her gifts.... well. 1, she made a video of us. It was SO awesome, no fucking joke. It was like, pictures of us from a long time ago as friends, and toward the end, pictures of us now.. it was really nice, she spent a lot of time making it. Mad props <333 And I'm bringing it with me everywhere I go, don't h8. And then... wow. She got us a condo, in NYC. ..I don't even know what to say. It's fucking great. It says alot. She was like "I got it in NYC so you and Benji can see each other more when you're off, 'cause I know how much you miss him when you're not together." ...No one's EVER done something like this for me, before. She really cares about me. I don't know what to say. I love her. Oh yes, and the condo KICKS ASS AND OWNS YOUR MOM. I swear, it's the most awesome thing ever. I can't wait to move in with her. :) I was gonna show pictures, but I got lazy. Sue me.
For Valentine's day, I got Kelly a promise ring. And it wasn't really "for valentine's day" ... I would have done it any other day, too. But yeah. The whole promise ring deal gets thrown around so care-lessly. Everyone has one. Sometimes they don't mean anything. But with us? It means something. I seriously think I'm going to spend the rest of my life with Kelly. I couldn't imagine myself with anyone else. She's the most wonderful person I've ever met. She's beautiful, inside and out. She's perfect... I don't care what anyone else says. And you're probably all going to say "WTF? YOU'RE CRAZY, ITS TOO SOON TO SAY." But I truly believe that she's it. I'm going to marry her... we're going to start a family. We're going to be forever. And if you have a problem with it, go suck a dick. :)
Hmm. So yeah. I think we go to england tommorow. ...Or not. I don't know, soon. Whatever. It's gonna be good. Chuck and David :D <33 (excuse the hearts.) They fucking rock. Oh yes, to the person that I was going to meet up with there... it's not fucking happening, unless you admitt what you did. And I doubt it's going to happen after you do that too. Just, please. Don't bother any of my friends anymore, okay? It's over. I don't even know if I can handle a friendship anymore. You can fuck with ANYONE but my friends, family and girlfriend.
After England, Benji (and Britney?), Kelly and I are going to waldorf. DKHFEKAFHEAKHF TO SEE MY MOMMY. Sorry. I miss her, much. We haven't talked in a while. And I miss Sarah and Josh too. Family, aw. Yeah. Kelly's gonna meet everyone, that should be good. <333
Britney and I are good, again. I don't know. I think I'm selfish. I just wanted to hear her say that nothing changed, and we're still best friends or whatever. Call me a wimp, I don't care. I don't wanna lose her, she rocks, thanksbye. <3333333 OH and Britney and Benji are... happy. I won't tell you, it's not my place. I'm happy for them, though. AKDHFKEH everything's so exciting, ok? lmfao.
This is long enough, and I don't remember anything else I was going to say.
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