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LETS RIDE, I'M YO CLYDE, YOU COULD BE MY BONNIE. [19 Feb 2003|04:35am]
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[ music | bump bump bump - b2k (shut up man. its on tv) ]

I uploaded new icons, fuckas.

England's been fun. It's always fun to go over-seas when we don't have to do shows every night. We've just been fuckin around... shopping and checking out random shit. It's fun. It's always fun to have all your friends around, so yeah. I know we're not going to get a chance to do this again for a while, since everyone's starting their own tour/recording, so I'm glad we're taking advantage of the time we have left.

I think we're leaving on the 20th to go to Waldorf. Well, atleast Kelly and I are. We're stopping at our condo to drop our shit off and get somewhat situated... and then we're going. I can't fucking wait to go home, yo. It's corny, but I miss my mom like hell. And Sarah and Josh. Phone calls don't do much, especially when you're far away for a long long time.

Kelly told me that we have 10 days off in March... or something to that effect. I don't remember. Whatever, all I know is something good is happening, lmfao. So I'll be with her more than I thought. Ahhh, that reminds me. BENJI AND I'S BIRTHDAY IS MARCH 11TH. I don't know what we're gonna do. Should we have a party? Blahblahblah, I don't even know if we have a show that night or something. Eh, who cares. Kelly's coming that day, so as long as I'm with her and Benji, it'll all be good. Aiiight.

Fuck. I'm REALLY trying not to think about it, but I'm leaving Kelly in 6 or 7 days, I can't count. It really really sucks. I don't want too... at all. I don't want to do this. I'm SERIOUSLY about to just say "Fuck it" and quit this whole thing. Okay, not really. But I don't understand why we have to tour so much. We've been touring straight since October, with a couple breaks. Agh ekahfe and I DON'T appreciate this fucking new image we have. Ofcourse no one openly says "GOOD CHARLOTTE HAS A NEW IMAGE!" but it's SO fucking obvious. It's not us, its our managers and shit. Theres a fucking Good Charlotte CLOCK. WTF? I feel like Nsync. And we're not a boyband. I should really stop complaining, cause I've wanted this for so long, but damn. Eh, I guess I can only sit back and wait for the Good Charlotte lip balm, hair scrunchies and text book covers to come out. :\

Half of me is really happy, but half of me feels like shit. I guess its normal. Uh... whatever. I can't even explain the shitty-feeling side of me. 'Cause I don't know why it's there. I have everything I want, but I complain like a bitch. LOL

Yes well. I think I wrote enough. I'm gonna go chill with my baby, don't h8. We own, you don't. The end. :)

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