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Um. Can I just say how much I love Kelly? No, really. I adore her. She's everything. She's perfect... although the bible (yeah, I read that shit) says no one's perfect. BULLSHIT. I don't think she has a single flaw. And I don't care what you think, hah.
Seriously, a while ago, we were cuddling .. not really saying anything, just holding each other. That feels SO good. I don't think theres anyone in the world that can make me feel the way I feel about Kelly. She's perfect for me. We match so well. No one comes close, I can't imagine myself with anyone else for the rest of my life. She's so much more than a girlfriend. She's my best friend... she's the one I look too for anything. My source of comfort... fuck, I don't know. She's everything, like I said before. :)
Just seeing her smile and laugh makes me so happy. I could be feeling emo as fuck and I'll see her come in, go "Joel, are you okay?" and just.. show that she's concerned, and then see her smile.. my spirits would be automatically lifted. Everytime I see her smile, my heart skips a beat. She's beautiful, and she has a great smile. I'm suprised I haven't had a heart attack yet. :x
Ah, man. I am so deeply in love with her. She's my world. I hope everyone gets to experience love like this. It makes you crazy as fuck sometimes, but it's worth it. I feel like every bad thing that's ever happened to me in my life, leading up to this point has been worth it. Just for this feeling of being in love, and happiness. Nothing could replace it, thanks.
So today we broke our bet. (We betted that we both could resist sex for a week. ROTFL) No consequences. I don't know what the fuck I was thinking. Pfft, I can't even give up Trix for a week. I love having sex with her. It's never boring and shit.. we have creative personalities. :) And again, just imagine getting ultimate pleasure from the one person you're madly in love with, in the world. It's a great thing, ok?
DID ALL OF YOU SEE KELLY'S VIDEO PREMIERE ON TRL TODAY? If you didn't, I'll slit your throat. :) I was glued to the TV like a motherfucker. Seriously, make sure you catch it.. whenever. She looks SO fucking hot beautiful in it, yo.
Anyways. Now I'm off to have hardcore sex with my girlfriend until the sun comes up and we can't move anymore sleep. I'm probably gonna be really tired tommorow, so don't wake me up at 9AM with your stupid music, Benji. >:O
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