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[16 Mar 2003|05:47am] |
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WTF? Things are weird. I'm confused. I hate this. I don't know where we are. We started talking about shit and then it got thrown up in the air like nothing, and we haven't talked since. And ksdfhds scares me.
Don't ask what I'm talking about.
I think I just need to be with my best friends, right now. Benji and Billy. I can't wait to go home tommorow. I don't want to leave Kelly, but I miss home and I miss being with them all the time. Like how it used to be. I don't know wtf is up with Paul, maybe it's just me. Maybe we drifted apart. Whatever, people change. I'm not gonna trip over it.
So I catch my plane 7AM. 2 hours from now, or something. I'm just gonna stop sweating over things with her. I need to give my mind a fucking break. I swear, I think about this shit 24/7 and I'm pretty sick of depressing myself 'cause I'm so fucking paranoid and insecure over this.
I'm just glad I have Benj and Billy. They always make things somewhat ok, and I could tell them anything, and I know they could tell me anything. I don't know what I'd do without them, k. <333
Hurr, waldorf. :\
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